Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 06, 2009 10:08 am
I really like this person.. we are good friends.. only problem is there is someone else and they have started on a relationship.... another thing is, this friend knows that i have feelings between us... when i found out about them, i just went on saying its ok.. that i understand.. that the circumstances are not right... that i'll always be a good friend... i don't know if i cant take it... i'm just feeling really confused right now... am i in love or is it only an infatuation? added to this i'm having anxiety issues regarding my ever nearing NCLEX exam....
arrgh.. maybe i just needed to get this out of my system.... i'm having difficulty expressing it... which is probably my problem... buti pa yung SPAM, me explanation na ko... hayz...
on wish-full thinking perhaps ill be able catch this friend if they ever fall... ill try to mend anything that is left... if ever....
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Wed Jan 07, 2009 8:09 pm
I am NONEXISTENT, but in the eyes of those who understand, I EXIST.
I am EVIL, but to people who learned to dig deep within me, I became the definition of GOOD.
I am NUMB, but to the few who learned to like and trust, I became the MOST SENSITIVE person they ever knew.
I am SIMPLE, yet they find COMPLEXITY.
To the world I am NOTHING, but to the lives I've touched, I may be EVERYTHING.
In whatever way yo may accept me, I'd always be just WHO I AM, Simply ME...
vladz Newbie..
Number of posts : 50 Age : 35 Location : bulacan Job/hobbies : gitara poreber. .. Registration date : 24/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Thu Jan 08, 2009 9:01 am
ouchi naman. .. freakin awful talaga. ..
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Thu Jan 08, 2009 9:25 am
nade-depress nga ako dahil dito... sigh... should i pursue or let them be?...
focus nalang siguro me sa exam...
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Fri Jan 16, 2009 2:57 pm
Sigh.. any comments suggestions? rants, rades.....
~kEi Admin
Number of posts : 958 Age : 35 Location : sa mundo ng kawalan.. Job/hobbies : tagahugas ng itl*g ng kabayo.. Registration date : 20/09/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Fri Jan 16, 2009 10:26 pm
naranasan ko din yan
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 20, 2009 7:45 pm
Mcdo I love you!!! waaa..
Ohhhh ang sakeeet.... parang istorya ko hanep....
~kEi Admin
Number of posts : 958 Age : 35 Location : sa mundo ng kawalan.. Job/hobbies : tagahugas ng itl*g ng kabayo.. Registration date : 20/09/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Sat Jan 24, 2009 11:38 pm
parang akin din..
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Sun Jan 25, 2009 8:23 am
bastah ako , ndi na muna ako magsasalitah . XD
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Sun Jan 25, 2009 3:39 pm
bakeyt naman!
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Sun Jan 25, 2009 9:31 pm
masya na ko eh ... ! haha , heto na naman ako , lumilihis sa topic . XD lols . XD
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Mon Jan 26, 2009 7:09 am
HAHAH!!! yan ulit oh! Admin!
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Mon Jan 26, 2009 4:31 pm
nyahahah , etoh nalang ... balik sa topic .
im fellin' freaking awful kc nagugutom na kouh at po0rness ako naun kc ndi pa nagbabayad ung mga nangutan saken . XD
not to mention ung mga load na binigay ko sa dati kong boypren . sa katangahan ko , aun nagpaka ulolness ako , huahaha , pero yamuna .
im still rich ! XD lols .
hhhm , para sakin kc , ndi sagot sa buhay ang pagpapakasasa sa pagiging down . XD ang maganda jahn eh be optimistic ^^ . wak magpakalunod sa bad happenings , be flexible at matutong mag move on agad . mapa love life man yan oh buhay buhay normal way .. bastah , heheh , gets nio naman ako dbah deebz ????? XD . naun , kung talagang wala nang pag asa kc pati iba eh damay , hala cgeh , maglupasay ka . hahaha .
~kEi Admin
Number of posts : 958 Age : 35 Location : sa mundo ng kawalan.. Job/hobbies : tagahugas ng itl*g ng kabayo.. Registration date : 20/09/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Mon Jan 26, 2009 6:14 pm
yak!..pinapaloadan mo bf moh??.. yakididakdak!!..
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Mon Jan 26, 2009 7:21 pm
pede n ba to ngayun sa bf mo? joke... :ani_meow:
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 27, 2009 5:29 pm
mmh , xampre bata pa ko nun , ska , pasko kc nung mga panahong iyun kaya ndi ako nagdadalwang isip na manlibre ng load . ndi lang naman xa nilibre ko nun , hahaha !
~kEi Admin
Number of posts : 958 Age : 35 Location : sa mundo ng kawalan.. Job/hobbies : tagahugas ng itl*g ng kabayo.. Registration date : 20/09/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:53 pm
baka ako, pede mo rin paloadan..hindi na rin ako nagpapaload dahil saaa ------ err ahh..err uhmm..BASTA..hehehe alam mo naman number ko diba dibs??..
mjmunda God..
Number of posts : 867 Age : 31 Location : Rizal, Laguna Job/hobbies : Manuod ng dvd ^_^, maglaro ng computer, mag gitara Registration date : 22/01/2009
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:02 pm
ako din pwedeng paloadan waheheehehe!!!!
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Tue Jan 27, 2009 9:29 pm
kc pasko nun eh , lam nio un ...
hello0o00oo00o0o0o ?
december ----- january ???
so0o0brang ,, uuuughk !
QuasarRain27 God..
Number of posts : 706 Age : 37 Location : Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE Job/hobbies : Registered Nurse Registration date : 18/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Wed Jan 28, 2009 9:13 pm
nyahahaha....
pawikan Moderator
Number of posts : 1345 Age : 32 Location : Bacoor, Cavite Job/hobbies : Studying :D Registration date : 15/10/2008
Subject: Re: Im feeling freakin awful.. Fri Apr 03, 2009 3:03 am
so mey geynto palang thread ? nakalimutan ko na ... :D
grabeh , im feeling freaking awful dahil .... kwan .. XD
bagal ko pumick ap .. XD
so nagbasa ako ng archive ko kanina sa ym
and guess what . haha .
puno pala ko ng kabobohan XD . uber boboness ko . XD
Tue Jan 06, 2009 10:08 am
Ohhhh ang sakeeet.... parang istorya ko hanep.... 
bakeyt naman! 
. wak magpakalunod sa bad happenings , be flexible at matutong mag move on agad . mapa love life man yan oh buhay buhay normal way .. bastah , heheh , gets nio naman ako dbah deebz ????? XD . naun , kung talagang wala nang pag asa kc pati iba eh damay , hala cgeh , maglupasay ka . 
hahaha .
pede n ba to ngayun sa bf mo? joke... :ani_meow:
